the Yogaville experience

I arrived at Yogaville Sunday night coming straight from the Journey Inward retreat. What can I say, its a beautiful place here and I am loving it. I feel as if a month will not be enough, I can see myself returning here throughout my life. The teachings of Swami Satichandanda are so amazing, and most of his devoted students (who take the vows of a monastic life) are old hippies who met him back in the day when he first came to the US. They're really fun and I love talking to them and hearing their stories. A fun fact, Swami Satichandanda opened Woodstock, among many other amazing things he accomplished in his life. His teachings are very inspirational, I will definitely be posting more quotes and sayings from him in the days to come.

For example: "The goal of Integral Yoga, and the birthright of every individual, is to realize the spiritual unity behind all the diversities in the entire creation and to live harmoniously as members of one universal family. This goal is achieved by maintaining our natural condition of: a body of optimum health and strength, senses under total control, a mind well-disciplined, clear and calm, an intellect as sharp as a razor, a will as strong and pliable as steel, a heart full of unconditional love and compassion, an ego as pure as crystal, and a life filled with Supreme Peace and Joy."

The last part of that quote reminds me of something the one of the retreat leaders, Jonathan Evatt, said last weekend: There are 2 things encompassing the natural state: Deep stillness and Ecstatic Bliss. I thought that was such a perfect way to sum it up, I smile when I read those words. And I am learning to allow myself to feel these things, pure bliss, and deep stillness, as part of my "original mind" which all human beings have, but we have lost through conditioning and society, ect. There is a way to return to it though. Sometimes I feel guilty about feeling peaceful and blissful, that I need to be stressed or worried about something, but I am gradually allowing myself to rest in this nature. And that it doesn't mean that you are lazy or don't do anything in life, you do your work and go about your day, but just with the true realization of your divine nature.

Monday I awoke and did Hatha Yoga in the morning. I really love the style of yoga here because there is an emphasis on relaxing the muscles and the body and having no tension or strain. Asana means "comfortable position" they always say. And there is an emphasis when you relax on really being present internally and noticing the subtle flow of prana throughout your body, going to each cell. It's truly a wonderful practice, yoga is offered in the mornings and evenings, and I have gone to at least one class every day. I am going to make that my goal for the rest of the month-yoga every day.

Meditation begins at 5am, (yoga is at 6:20am), with pranayama (breath of fire, deep three part breathing, and alternate nostril breathing), as well as chanting at the beginning and end of meditation. I still don't enjoy the chanting as much as I do the silent meditation/breath awareness/present moment but maybe it will grow on me. I do feel that there is a vibrational aspect of the meditation that is achieved through the chanting, such as Om, Hare, ect. Meditation is offered three times a day, morning, noon, and 6 pm. I try to go as often as I can. At noon you can also meditate in the Lotus Shrine, a short 15 minute hike/walk away from the main campus of the Ashram. To get there the hike goes through some forested hilly land on the property. The Lotus Shrine is truly beautiful, situated in the mountains with a pond surrounding one side of it. The energy there is incredible because Guru Dev (Swami Satichananda) had crystals from all over the world, blessed by many different sages and religious leaders, added to the foundation as well as water from rivers all over the world. Its really an amazing place, I had one very deep samadhi meditation there during my welcome weekend.

Working ("karma yoga") is supposed to be "selfless service" which I'm getting used to. I'm not to thrilled about working in the kitchen or housekeeping but I'm trying my best to not think its too awful....I don't know though! It's kind of cool to cut up lots of vegetables though, I'm sure it will get old after a few days. We are usually preparing meals for 100-150 people so there's a lot to be done. The meals are great, healthy, and vegetarian and whenever possible we use food grown on the Ashram farm.

There are scripture classes at night, so far I've been to two: one on the Bhavagad Gita and another on Thirukkural by Thiruvalluvar. Last night's class was very enlightening, seriously one of the best classes I've ever been a part of. Everyone here is just on another plane of consciousness it seems, or they have studied a lot of the metaphysical and spiritual world, that we can have great debates and discussions.

On Wednesday I went hiking to Cold Mountain in the George Washington National Forest (I believe) with a group of 7 other Ashramites :) It was one of the most beautiful hikes I've ever been on...pictures to come...and it was just so interesting being with an eclectic group of people. Getting out of my usual comfort zone, its great to stretch your mind with new ideas and thoughts. The leaves were so beautiful, with the sunshine, I felt like I was walking in a sea of yellow half the time. And there was a beautiful meadow at the top of the mountain where you could see in all directions--stunning. The sky and clouds were magical :) Before the hike we ate at a local side of the road Thai restaurant, which was yummy to have non-ashram food!, but it was cool. It was totally unexpected. And on the way back we stopped for hot chocolate at a quaint little coffee shop, Rapunzel's, where the walls were lined with used books and some locals were sitting around in a circle playing amazing bluegrass. It was quite a day.

Will write lots and lots more later! xoKatie